New drawnings

 Have you ever go back in the time and see your old drawnings/paintings and you have a better idea how to make them "better" now? Well that's my Piggies 2009 vs Piggies 2013 n_n I'm not saying they are awesome, but they kinda are!

This hot boy is just a skin and anatomic proportions study, just for fun :D please see in full size!
//basado en mi amigo guapisimo Arthur.

Jeanne la Pucelle~

 ;my version of Jeanne d'Arc, my favorite historic character nowadays..
Did you guys know the english burned her 2 times and they threw the ashes to the ocean so nobody can have any kind of relics. Between legend and reality, there's a lot of hyphotesis about her end, my favorite one is that she was a spy of the England's queen The truth, is, we know everything of her case, since she was kidnaped and sold to the English; the trial (in french of course, everybody in the court of England spoke it because several of the Queen mothers were french) and her death, everything was written 2 or 3 times for the writers of the judgement.
Even thou there's not a lot for the imagination, there's a lot of people we like to imagine her as a superheroine Vive la France!

Ps Cs5, Wacom Intuos 4, several of hours and days (cause of the procrastination). With a lot of imperfeccions, here it is!

Click in the image for full view, please

From the first day when she decided to suicide until today, her face looks the same.

“What is the worst thing that I could do to myself?”

She ask herself by the mornings in front of the mirror

..you know I'm not dead.

We all want to hold in the everlasting gaze

Enchanted in the rapture of his sentimental sway

But underneath the wheels lie the skulls of every c.o.g.

The fickle fascination of an everlasting god

You know I'm not dead

I'm just living in my head

Forever waiting

Forever waiting on cruel death

You know I'm not dead

I'm just living for myself

Forever waiting

You know I'm not dead

children of darkness

Gabrielle de Lioncourt.. from The Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice ♥

Is saturday night and I’m at home drawning, that’s so lame u_u please click in the image for full view

spectre

What is a ghost?

..a terrible event condemned to repeat itself over and over again.

A paintful instant, perhaps, something dead already that for a moment looks yet alive.

A feeling suspended in the time..

like a blurry photography,

like an insect trapped in amber.

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I was watching The devil's backbone by Guillermo del Toro.. and I get inspired by this phrase in the beginning of the movie.

If you still hadn't watch it, you should.

voilà, c'est tout

(click in the image for full view please)

Oh mon amour, mon coeur est lourd

Je compte les heures je compte les jours

Je voudrais te dessiner dans un désert

Le désert de mon coeur

*Different style than usual, I know, I'm insomniac.. Do you know something good for sleep? I really had tried everything :(

Brain stock

If this doesn't resume my thoughs and my mood lately, nothing else can do it..

Sketch by me, 3am, a lot of coffee...

The Killing Moon

Fate
Up against your will
Through the thick and thin
He will wait until
You give yourself to him
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sketch of the day..

donnie darko + echo and the bunny man music inspiration

one more medicated peaceful moment

Metaphor for a missing moment
Pull me in to your perfect circle
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photoshop 5 + wacom intuos + coffee + orestes as inspiration

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to see a perfect circle in live is one of the best things that ever happen to me.. yeah, im young

btw, this is gonna be part of a project with my bff.. we gonna put our designs in t shirts to sale :)

more info soon, yay

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fragile bird- city and colour.. this video is so nice

I am you and You are me

Depeche Mode :)

Tu me mannquez mon'cherri...

more goth inspiration

v

caribou

I live cement, I hate this street
give dirt to me, I bite lament
This human form where I was born
..I now repent

(see more of my shit drawnings at my deviantart)

thru the eyes of ruby

a wild eyed child of the sun
and right as rain,
i'm not the same but
i feel the same.
i feel nothing
holding back the fool again
holding the fool pretends,
i forget to forget
nothing is important
..holding back the fool again

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smashing pumpinks :)
mr totoro in my draw lol! aw these days i'm so lazy
samui dakara u.u

Note to self.. (more drawning)

unfinished drawning that i'm doing (YES, ME haha i hate when people ask "did you draw this?.. YEAH of course, is MY blog.. my draws, MY pics..) (i had a lot of free time since the weather is getting worse.. i cannot even be outside for much time)

Ejem.. ok, Note to self:

Trust is not a given. In any relationship, it is the hardest thing to earn and the easist to lose. In fact, the only words harsher than "I don't love you anymore" are "I don't trust you anymore".

The former has everything to do with someone else. There's nothing you can do about a change of heart. The latter has everything to do with you.

(i learned this as the harder way u_u so, never again)

the hungry

Holy eyes, I never knew I'd beg down at your feet
hold on tight I never knew I'd know much more than this
open sky, the wave of pain the scent of you is bliss
Hungry eyes, they stare at me I know, I know
don't go..

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illustration by me, done in 30 minutes

boring in the office -__-

It's always a nightmare, it's never a dream
The promise we made to kill the days between
They live in the heartbeat and sleep til the light is gone

It's been so long
Feels like pins and needles in my heart
So long
I can feel it tearing me apart

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lyrics by the birthday massacre, pins and needles
aw this new record is gorgeous
mm this illustration was inspirated by a dream i had
i should practice more color and stuff

Passive aggressive bullshit

Dead as dead can be,” my doctor tells me
but I just can’t believe him, never the optimistic one

I’m sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy
Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe
someday I will walk away and say, You fucking disappoint me

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lyrics by A Perfect Circle (one of my fav bands ever)

( illustration by me )
mm I just wanted to practiced more lighting and atmosphere here, I'm a newbie but soon I'll become a true artist x) yeaah. but this, actually, is a dream i had
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btw, in my city is gonna be "The Zombie Day" lol check it out here
see more art of my own insanity in my DeviantArt

back to black

We only said good-bye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to.....

I go back to us

I love you much
It's not enough
You love blow and I love puff
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i don't know if i already upload this drawning before, but that describes myself today..

old loves, no new ones
lyrics by miss winehouse
(if you still asking, yes, i made all this shit drawnings i upload here, unless i said the credits)